i solve my problems with medication and denial of what I know is real and surround myself with the like-minded; because I know that they won't challenge me to change the underlying causes of my discontent. maybe I should settle for some sleep? I use disappointment like a drug. no matter what I have it's still never enough. I'm never satisfied. my head and self-esteem collide. I'm have, have-not, and hand-to-mouth til way too much and not enough collide. and I'm worried that's what's happening tonight. I'm looking for the darkness on the bright side of things, on and on and off again.
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